Monday, October 31, 2005

Wednesday Blues -Part III

Classes were off that week for the Pujas. She had gone to Thailand for a holiday with her family. They met a week later again on a Wednesday. She had brought the snaps along and also her slam book. Everyone was getting their slam books to school these days, after all it was their last year.
She nudged him to see the snaps, but he seemed hardly interested. “Now, why on earth is he acting so cold ?” she thought.
“Okkay !!” she chimed in. “If you don’t wanna see the snaps, atleast sign my slam book !!”
He observed the autograph album obscurely with a look of reluctance.
“Who do you have here on the cover? If it’s Ganguly, I won’t sign. I don’t like him.”
She didn’t force him. She could have blurted out “Don’t sign! Who cares anyway?” But she didn’t and merely glanced at him sideways. A few minutes later he took the album and started going through the pages in the beginning.
“Oh so Siddhi’s signed here” he said. Having scrutinized every word Siddhi had written, with a smile plastered on his face, and also checking out that he was the first 'boy' who was signing this particular slam book , which massaged his ego, beyond imagination (I mean to Anoushka’s imagination, since she never suspected guys could be such jerks sometimes ) he scribbled something in a hurry and threw it carelessly on her lap.
“Oh I’ve written something, can’t write more…I find all this stuff really silly !” he said out aloud with an air that said he had done her a huge favour. There was silence, the entire class was looking at the two of them and she was speechless. How dare he insult her this way , when a few moments ago he was savoring all that Siddhi had written? She swore never to speak to him again.
“Go and tell the world that I’m crazy about Roshni! I don’t care whether she has a boyfriend!” This was, next class .The boys just whistled, oohed and aahed but there was no stopping him and the female in question was so exhilarated that she could hardly bear down her animated hilarity. A Punjabi girl had joined in that day. He left no stones unturned in enthralling her in the next few weeks. Anoushka had called him over twice or thrice at his place, during better times. She had learnt that he did not have a father. There was always a part in her that wanted to take care of him. She never could read into his behaviour, after that day’s incident. Was that slam book, the biggest mistake she ever made? They had only a few weeks of class left, before the boards and Anoushka wanted them over, as soon as possible.
Later that year when the boards were over she went for the BITS Mesra exam where she caught a glimpse of him, at her center. He was looking at her from a distance. But they scarcely recognized each other now. They both went their own ways, then and forever. (END)

6 comments:

Oirpus said...

If it was ego that Anoushka could not quite come in terms with, she too was egoistic... and even the most prized of qualities fade before ego. She seemed to be always on a high wire when it came to her interactions with this boy... always defensive and ready to counter when things went a bit far.

Nevertheless, a highly interesting read especially the characterization of Anoushka; touches of reality and fiction....

Ananyaz said...

Thanks Oirpus ! but there's one thing I'd really like to know from you......do you feel it would have helped if Anoushka wasn't egoistic ? would the outcome be any different ?..infact including oirpus anybody in the bib club ...is free to express his/her views on this ..

Ananyaz said...

And karu..could you clarify...what u meant when u said that some "lives don't have literary quality" ?

Oirpus said...

A for your question: I think, and this is completely my own view about things, that if you do not open yourself up you cannot allow anyone else to understand you... it is a start of a process where you generally influence the other person also to open up. So, Anoushka was not very liberal in her views to have understood the subtle swings of personality of the person she finds herself attracted to. Personally I have had friends who would be termed most odd for their frequent changes in their personality... it is all a question of understanding and nothing more...

Karu has tried probably to point out the following phrase "Aranye rodon" to your expression "...Anoushka had called him over twice or thrice at his place, during better times. She had learnt that he did not have a father. There was always a part in her that wanted to take care of him...."

to this I must add the following snip from the bible "Lord give me strenght to bear what I cannot change"

indranil said...

Dear Writer

Very Cute try.. knowing karu for a long time now I know exactly what he is trying to mention. But then I would also hasten to add that like Karu I cannot be so much level headed to put so much in so short words. I have gone thru the whole gamut of emotions that you have tried to depict. And I have found the male character pretty intresting. I am not that great a critic myself. But as a general reader I found something missing in the write up. It was more like an event report rather than a poignant story. A bit of "Garam Masala" of emotions would have added more punch. And I can only guess that this was a case of infatuation than that of CRUSH. But all in all loved the way you brought up distant memories of 10+2 coachings and all .. you will do better if you red 5 Point or MBA to understand more about what I mean by emotion.:-) Good Going .. Ana.. Do keep it uo please..

Ananyaz said...

Thanks for your encouragement Indranil !